TEACH US YOUR WAYS
TEACH US YOUR WAYS
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randomly picked this article that I wrote back on May 22 of 2015. I decided to
repost it because it is rather beautiful and represents a precious time with
the Lord. It also reminds me of how times have changed. Each year that passes
makes past years seem more innocent as we move deeper into end time territory.
Now it
feels like we lost our innocence when Donald Trump became president… not
because of Donald Trump per se, but because our nation was divided in a more
sinister way and those who once called us the haters, have become the haters. They
have become relentless in their drive to destroy, to defame, to impeach, to
tear down every remaining vestige of godliness and truth from our nation. And I
perceive in my heart that it is not exactly about Trump, but it is a hatred of
those who put him into office and a hatred of the principles that moved us to
do so. It is now easy to comprehend the idea of persecution even in America.
And so
I share this article from yesteryear as a way of showing that even in the midst
of the storm, we can have these times of peace and wonder in the presence of
the Lord.
TEACH US YOUR WAYS
I stand
transfixed by the glory of Your presence. Wave after wave of love breaches my
soul. How could I have missed it in times past? It floods over the walls and
through the veils until I stand, naked and trembling before your unchanging
eyes.
What
have I done to deserve your attention? You see so far beyond my skin, beyond my
pretenses, beyond my limited thoughts. You see something beyond my own
imagination… a perfect sinless being, dressed in robes of shimmering white. A
crown of gold that glitters with stars… what is this you see in me? Noble and
upright… immortal… a king in a future time and place… how can this be?
But I
am not alone in this dazzling scene. Around me are those who have shared the
journey. We struggled together to understand, to grow, to pierce the veils of
separation and to behold Your face. We sought meaning in the many puzzle
pieces. We didn’t understand the picture until we saw You.
Then
the picture came together in all of its radiant beauty. All of the pieces now
fit together. Even the dark shadows now served only to add contour and
dimension. Light is best seen against a dark background, but here in this place
even the shadows flee away. You don’t need them. In You there are no contrasts…
only bright and shining love.
But
what is this I now see? A new aspect… a fierce love that burns like an
unquenchable fire… it surges through my soul. Every hint of potential danger,
every vanity, every work that is not of You is suddenly set ablaze and blown by
an August wind. You have strafed me with your Spirit until all that is not of
You has vanished. All of the worthless stone has been chipped away until I look
like… I look like You.
I don’t
deserve this Lord. Don’t you remember all of the times I dishonored Your name?
Don’t you remember my failures, my outright rebellion… my drunken stupors, my
self- pity? Don’t you remember my running… my flight through the wastelands?
Don’t you remember the darkness of my miserable heart? It was You that rescued
me, in spite of myself. It was you that chased away the demons and cleaned up
the mess I had made. And now you intend to make of me a king… a priest?
I fall
at Your feet. I say, “Take these friends of mine Lord. Surely they are more innocent
than I. Surely they have sought you with purer motives. If I am to be a king,
then they must be kings and queens as well. I recommend them highly Lord for we
have fought this fight together.
Purge
us with your holy fire Lord Jesus. Call us out of the boat to walk on the water
with You. Bestow upon us the miracle of true Christianity. Go all the way to
the center of the matter and give us your heart, Your love… the kind of love
that You showed us on the cross.
I am no
longer standing… and just when I fell to the ground I do not know. But this
time it was a good fall… the kind that comes from repentance and humility… the
kind that comes when we are overwhelmed by your love. Your love is not the kind
of love that would leave us unchanged. And so we worship You in this quiet
moment of time… the peace before the storm… the last minute advice…the calm
reassurance of your hand. We are not alone. We have caught a vision of our
destiny and we are satisfied that the troubles ahead are no match for the
splendor that awaits us on the other side.
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