GOD IS GOOD
GOD IS GOOD (Psalm 34:1-22)
Along about
the age of 40 or thereabouts, I was at a very low point in my life. I was
battling constant depression. I was addicted to alcohol and cigarettes, I was
about to lose everything that was dear to me including my family. My life was
out of control and even though I had been born and raised as a Christian, I had
no idea how to access the power of God to deliver me. My knowledge of the Word
was all theoretical and doctrinal, but somehow not practical when it came to
living life by the Spirit of God.
In my
desperation I began to attend a home group made up of Pentecostal believers and
Adventists who had become Spirit filled and Spirit baptized. I was in search of something that would get
down into my heart and soul … to make fundamental changes in my life and it had
to be something more powerful than turning over a new leaf, or using my own
stiff backbone to deliver me. I had tried that a thousand times and it had
never worked.
After
attending this home group for a while I finally got up my nerve to ask them to
pray for me. When they did, a monster of a demon manifested in me and whether
by a vision or what I do not know, but I saw him inside of me just as clearly
as I can see anything. He leered at me threateningly and showed me how his tentacles
were almost infinitely connected to every cell of my being and he spoke to me
without words warning me that if I tried to get rid of him, he would destroy
me.
I
backed out of the prayer group, thanked the people who were praying for me and
made a dash for home. It scared me to death. I didn’t know that I had a demon.
I didn’t know how long I had had it or when it had come in, but I did know that
it was destroying my life and that I needed deliverance from that evil entity. Somehow
I instinctively understood that even though I had lived with an outer form of
godliness all of my life, I had never been truly born again. I had never died
to self and the world and I had never been raised up by the power of Jesus to
live by His Holy Spirit.
Retreating
to one of my favorite places in the mountains I began to pace and to pour out
my troubles to the Lord. I told Him that I needed to be born again and it had
to be something vastly different than I had ever encountered before. I told Him
that I was going to ask Him into my heart and life, but if the experience was
no better than all the other times I had come to Him making my useless promises,
this would be a very short conversion. In giving my life fully to God all I
could picture was becoming more legalistic… getting a firmer grip on my life…
It doesn’t work.
So,
believing that there was something more…something more powerful and more life
changing than I had ever experienced in all of my years of religion, I
surrendered my life fully and completely to Jesus. When I did, something like warm oil and a
cool breeze invaded my being as if “Heaven Came down and Glory Filled My Soul.
In that
moment the tangible presence of Jesus flooded into me and the first thing He
asked me is, “Do you want me to get rid of that thing?” I said “Yes.” And the
next thing I saw in my spirit, again just as plainly as I had ever seen
anything, I saw that big menacing demon as if driven by a mighty wind. He was
terrified and blew away from me like a little black leaf and He couldn’t get
away from me fast enough. I have never seen anything so terrified as that demon…
and suddenly I understood the power of Jesus. I said to the Lord, “Oh, so that’s
what it is all about.”
In that
moment of time the Lord delivered me from the demon, from depression, from
addiction to both cigarettes and booze and about two weeks later when I was
again on the mountain, the Lord caught me up into a vision of the universe and
how it works and how all of creation praises the Lord and how everything exists
in Him and how our physical universe is waiting in eager anticipation for the
revealing of the sons of God. Romans 8:19-23. It all became so real to me and I
lost track of time as if caught up into another realm.
When I
became aware of myself and my surroundings again, the first thing I noticed was
that I was speaking in tongues profusely and without any effort on my part. The
prayers of the prayer group and their laying hands on me had borne fruit and
life for me will never be the same. I had discovered something infinitely more
powerful than manmade religion and it comes to us when we are baptized in the
Holy Spirit and fire, just as the Bible promises.
So
naturally this chapter of the Bible (Ps. 34) has new and living meaning to me.
“I will
bless the Lord at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth.” Ps.
34:1
“This
poor man cried and the Lord heard him; and saved him out of all his troubles. “
Ps 34:6
“The Lord
is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Ps.
34:18
“Many
are the afflictions of the righteous; but the Lord delivers him out of them
all.” Ps. 34:19
“The Lord
redeems the soul of His servants; and none of those who take refuge in Him will
be condemned.
I have
encountered the power and grace of the Lord and I can never return to those
weak and powerless things that once controlled my life. Addictions and
depression and such may presume to rule over us with an iron fist, but they are
no match for the mighty power of Jesus Christ… and until we have had that
living encounter with Him by His Holy Spirit, we can only carry about an empty façade
of religion even as our heart hungers for something more.
David
was anointed to be king of Israel, but we all know that he had a long row to
hoe on his way to the throne. But in reality, all of those things were training
him how to be a good and faithful king who relied on the grace of God. He was
an Old Covenant man with a New Covenant heart. He somehow saw beyond the types
and shadows and the religion of his day, to the Lord Himself and in that
reality he could write Psalms of praise, and dance wildly before the Lord with
abandonment and to lead God’s people in righteousness.
The
point is the Lord delivered me instantly and without effort on my part, just as
David was anointed with oil, or like Israel was delivered out of Egypt in one
day. It is done directly by the power of God and yet we also know that there is
the desert where we learn to walk in the Spirit and thee Word. There is a king
Saul to try and keep us away from our destiny. And yet all of these things that
we must go through, they are all preparing us to reign with Christ. So God delivers
us, but He also trains us in the art of overcoming by the blood of the Lamb and
by the word of our testimony.
This
training is not instantaneous. We are still in a battle field and we need to
learn how to properly wear the armor of God and the weapons of our warfare as
well as how to live in the authority of the Name of Jesus against the enemy. So
you may be able to point back to a certain time of deliverance just as I did,
or Israel or David or anyone who walks with the Lord. But we also know that
being born again is the beginning of the Christian life and not the end of it.
We all have a lot of growing to do and that is why we need to be members of the
body of Christ.
I know
that in every congregation there are those who live in the sunlight of God’s
presence and power and some who live in the shadows of defeat and doubt and
fear. Many are hanging on by a thread. In
every church and in every Sunday school class or Sabbath school class we need
to do more than just rehearse the lesson. We have been doing that for fifty
years and yet much of the body of Christ is languishing… feeling powerless…
falling away. We need an uncommon revival of the power of God. We need
something more than past revivals that cooled down in time and devolved into
self- centered religion and prosperity teaching and good feelings, but drifted
away from the solid foundations of the Word. “All who are being led by the
spirit of God, these are the sons of God.” Rom. 8:14
We need
to group together crying out to God for something more. We need to pray for one
another, for deliverance from bondage. We need to cry out to God saying: “O
Lord, we pray that You will deliver your people unto holiness and victory.
Shake us from our half- hearted attempts and worship. Invade our souls with the
glory of heaven. Set our tongues loose to praise Your name.
“Many
are the afflictions of the righteous; but You Lord deliver us out of them all.
You redeem the souls of your servants… and none of those who take refuge in you
will be condemned.” Ps. 34:19
Teach
us to live by Your Spirit and not by our flesh. Help us to experience Your Word
in our lives… not as just a doctrine, or a theory… not as a proof text for one
point of view or another… but Let Your Word be to us living and active and sharper
than any two-edged sword piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of
both joints and marrow judging the thoughts and intentions of our hearts. Heb.
4:12
We
exalt Your name Oh Lord our King and Redeemer. Loose our hearts to shout
joyfully to the Lord. Ps. 100:1
Let the
rivers clap their hands; Let the mountains sing together for joy before the
Lord, for He is coming to judge the earth; He will judge the world with righteousness
and the peoples with equity.” Ps 99:8, 9.
“Bless
the Lord O my soul and all that is within me, bless His holy name. And forget
not His benefits; Who pardons all our
iniquities; Who heals all our diseases; Who redeems our lives from the pit; Who
crowns us with loving kindness and compassion; Who satisfies our years with
good things, so that our youth is renewed like the eagle.” Ps.103:1-5.
Even
the mighty eagle at some point in his life loses everything… his feathers… his
eyesight his talons, even sometimes his beak. He becomes completely helpless so
that if other eagles don’t feed him and protect him he would surely die.
Even we
as Christians can soar one day and seem to lose everything the next. We need
each other to pray for one another and protect one another. The power of that
little prayer group 35 years ago is still working in and through my life. Likewise the faith and powerful prayers of our
church family here keep that fire burning hot. We know that our vital
connection with God and with each other is a key to the Christian life. The Lord
is faithful… His strength is renewed every morning as we breathe in His Holy Spirit
and breathe out praises to His name.
There
is never a dull moment when we live in the presence of the Lord.
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