JOURNAL 3
JOURNAL #3
RICK Lord, do
you love me”
JESUS Look at the
sand beneath your feet. Hear the gentle lapping of the waves along the
shore.Hear the gulls laughing. See the little shore birds as their little legs
carry them back and forth with the ebb and flow of the tide. How does it make
you feel?
RICK It makes me
feel peaceful.
JESUS Why does it
make you feel peaceful?
RICK Because all
of these sights and sounds speak peace to my heart. I feel at rest.
JESUS But why does
in make you feel peaceful and why does it make you feel at rest?
RICK Because You
made it all and you live in me
JESUS So, why did I
point to all of these things instead of just saying “Yes, I love you?”
RICK Is it
because You know I love the sea?
JESUS Well… yes, but
it is also where you feel most comfortable expressing your love for Me. You see
My love from a different perspective when you walk and talk with me by the
ocean’s roar.
RICK Why would
that be Lord?
JESUS It is because
many times religion has muddied up your relationship with Me. Guild, confusion
and dead works have dogged your steps. You associated me with those things and
so even though you loved me in a way, you also resented Me.
Here at
the ocean you feel me in the wind and hear me in the roar of the breakers. You
feel my infinity in the vastness and my warmth in the sand. My humor you
perceive in the laughing of the gulls and in the blur of the shore bird’s tiny
feet.
RICK And I love
You.
JESUS And so do I
love you… and I would have created all of this just for you.
RICK You really
do know me Lord. You know I have a hard time believing that you really love me.
I have a hard time seeing Your face or seeing Your smile of approval… too many
years of legalism I guess.
JESUS People often
get law before love. Many cannot fathom that I actually crave their friendship.
They spend so much time trying to earn my love instead of sitting at My feet.
There have been so few…Enoch…Abraham… David… Paul struggled with it
theologically. He finally got it but it took time. He had to overcome his
self-inflicted guilt for persecuting My children.
RICK Where do
you see me in this struggle Lord?
JESUS You have made big changes in the last few
years. The things you used to do to earn my favor you now do out of love.
Still, I am calling you out of the boat to walk with me on the water. The
things I am calling you to do will be impossible without My power. You must
learn to walk in it. Our friendship will become a partnership. Faith and love
must always be at the heart of all you do. My grace will be sufficient for you.
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